Preventable SuicideYou hear the weeping, You see the scars, You know why she hurts.Preventable Suicide
You see her around, You watch your friends taunt her, You do nothing.
You see it get worse, You watch her filling pian, You blow off the warning.
You sit with your friends, You hear what she has done, You never even tryed to save her.
You think to yourself why, You just sat there and watched, You let her die.
You feel responsible, You think her blood is on your hands, You could have pervented this fatal outcome.
You say its to late
Let Me LiveLet me liveLet Me Live
Let me mess up
Let me learn
Not to say shut up
Let me live
Let me be me Let me learn
Life isn't free
Let me live
This isn't a game Let me learn
To live my own shame
Let me live
I'm not a toy
Let my heart break From some stupid boy
Let me live!!
My QuestionsWhy do I do the tings I do? Why does it always come down to me and you? Why do I fight with you, yell and scream? Why do I instigate and say what I do not mean? Why does everyday drag out, seeming to never end? Why do I cut so deep so the wounds will not mend? Why do I let simple battles crawl beneath my skin? Why do I feel like I will never win? Why do I confuse the truth with my fantasy? Why do I going on living being me? Am I insane to the point of no turning back? Why do I want to runway and never look back? Why do I always cry? Why must I live wondering why?My Questions
-Child Abuse-Hidden family secret no one knows no one would understand what happens when we're all home passerby's don't hear the silent cry there's no comfort in this place no comfort in their touch tears fall and blood stains what little lie we hold inside-Child Abuse-
My Head In The CloudsIn class the time passes by While my thoughts rest on you Day dreaming with my headMy Head In The Clouds
In the clouds and I Don't want to come down,
AnchoredAnchored
This space between us- it's my anchor, Even when I don't want to be held down; Don't want to be grounded. Even though your very existence
Gives me hope, and the way Your love me gives me wings- The Anchor keeps me down, as if I'm rooted. The wind picks up and it's grace Brushes against my face, And Rustles my feathers- It teases me with it's taunting whistle (no sympathy) As if to
I am FreeI’m tired of this place Diseased and dirty Dreadful and dishonest I can’t stand to suffer here much longerI am Free
The speed of this torture Sadistic and steady Sudden and surreptitious This can’t be legal
You can’t keep me here Bewildered and broken Barren and blasphemous I won’t be oppressed
You power over me has ended Valiant and vehement Visceral and vigil For now I am free
GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
Insulted
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Just because I'm alive doesn't mean I'm dead and Just because I'm dead doesn't mean I'm alive.
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There's no more life left to live...
If I can't be me, I don't see why I should even be.
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